Please, Just Say Goodbye

The Alien Blogs

Circling back to the post Just One Text about being fully unaware of my still existing abandonment issues, I’ve done nothing but think about how I could think I was all better. Especially, after reliving everything in the last post. But, like I said in the last post, I spent years away from many people. And if you don’t socialize then you don’t see the issues you still have. Until you start socializing again and then things come up. You can go back to old ways of thinking and reacting. Or address them, head on. Going back to therapy or using whatever coping skills you may have slacked off on when you were busy hiding from the world. I have made progress in my life, but some things aren’t so easily fixed. This, being one of them.

The list of symptoms sent to me that night were:

  • Cycling through relationships.

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#WritePhoto Challenge: The Fisherman

Self Care & Mental Health

The Fisherman – KL Caley

In the cool, crisp, morning hours,

He takes himself to the riverside.

It’s an old familiar routine,

One that fills his soul with happiness.

Among the due covered brush,

Just a few inches up the incline,

He whips his favorite fishing pole

back over his right shoulder.

With perfection, precision, and ease,

His whole existence dances

Guiding the line to

The desired location, hoping for

The day’s lunch.

Months and years

Of trial and error,

A few poles gone with the current,

Accidental stumble into water,

He’s been so patient with himself.

This was his time.. where he found answers

And sometimes more confusion…

Where he allowed himself to

Let go…

Because, after all, he’s

Only human, and, well,

Cancer sucks.


Nova Namastè

Written for New 2 Writing’s Weekly Prompt 🙂

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Following Wisdom

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Proverbs 3 New International Version

19 By wisdom the Lord laid the earth’s foundations,
    by understanding he set the heavens in place;
20 by his knowledge the watery depths were divided,
    and the clouds let drop the dew.

21 My son, do not let wisdom and understanding out of your sight,
    preserve sound judgement and discretion;
22 they will be life for you,
    an ornament to grace your neck.
23 Then you will go on your way in safety,
    and your foot will not stumble.
24 When you lie down, you will not be afraid;
    when you lie down, your sleep will be sweet.
25 Have no fear of sudden disaster
    or of the ruin that overtakes the wicked,
26 for the Lord will be at your side
    and will keep your foot from being snared.