(Re-posted Chapter 28: The Epilepsy Monitoring Unit)

It was past time to put all the cards on the table. We needed answers about where these seizures were coming from, why they were occurring, and what triggers were unleashing them in her brain. It seemed we had been trying to put together a puzzle without looking at the picture on the box. Would a stay at an EMU finally reveal the whole picture? Could we handle the whole picture when we got it?
Would this epilepsy monitoring unit give us the answers we needed? Would the electrodes finally locate the source of these electrical storms inside Rose’s brain? I felt like these hundreds of seizures were clearing pathways through Rose’s brain, so that the seizures could go farther and faster, like there was some kind of cumulative effect.
I was truly afraid of weaning her off her medications. Would these seizures…

Everything I wanted was to improve my being in a more sophisticated way. No one is currently available to meet the new horizon of beginning. The sudden outflow of words finds its end in the hush of the new address. The longer it notices the flow, the further it goes to give them peace. The new words have successfully replaced the old, but it’s still present in the amalgamation of different memories. The thousand shades will not help you hide the truth until you come out of the dark and see the light following you. The truth is right behind you. Why can’t you see it? Lose yourself in love with the new blue light!

Goodbye, dear.

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