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Recently a person sent me a list of symptoms of abandonment disorder issues. At first there was no label as to what these symptoms were. They fit me to a T. I knew I’d gone to therapy for years for most of them. I asked them. They said it was for abandonment issues.

Well, I knew I had that, but it wasn’t until actually reading those symptoms that it was like a slow wave of flashbacks to all my relationships came in. I’ve been sick in bed, so it’s like I can’t escape the nostalgia hell trap. How I sabotaged relationships that I wanted to keep. Manipulated people I had nothing but love for. Constantly needing them to reassure me that I was special to them, wanted, were the only ones they were seeing… You’d say I fucked up, or was toxic, but I was going through trauma. That was…

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