Circling back to the post Just One Text about being fully unaware of my still existing abandonment issues, I’ve done nothing but think about how I could think I was all better. Especially, after reliving everything in the last post. But, like I said in the last post, I spent years away from many people. And if you don’t socialize then you don’t see the issues you still have. Until you start socializing again and then things come up. You can go back to old ways of thinking and reacting. Or address them, head on. Going back to therapy or using whatever coping skills you may have slacked off on when you were busy hiding from the world. I have made progress in my life, but some things aren’t so easily fixed. This, being one of them.
The list of symptoms sent to me that night were:
- Cycling through relationships.
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