Young American

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HUGE TRIGGER WARNING: drugs, alcohol, sex, mental illness, self harm, suicidal ideation, language

I was only 13 when I wrote this. I have been doing a lot of soul searching, looking through my old journals where I found this poem. It spooked me as its pain is palpable through simple little words. Nothing like I’ve written since the coma. Nothing I could probably ever write again as my headspace is no longer this dark. I wanted to warn you it’s extremely dark, but that sums up the whole of my existence as a teen. I was hesitant to post it because it’s heaviness is bleak. A hopelessness. I decided to post it because I need to release it. If no one wants to read it, fine. If no one likes this blog post, fine. I’ve always made it clear that this was never for likes, follows or anything other than…

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